I have been tagged some times but I don't think I've ever sent them here, even though I Did do them so here, some tags I found saved on my computer. I wonder how different they'd be if I did them now

Psps: Still haven't quit UAC x3 I'll mention it very clearly when I will.

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I think I've been tagged at least three times with this so... I might add things if I figure anything out about meself

8 things about me

I love everything British (people, music, oh, the accents…
I have an obsession with puzzles
I overuse gum daily
I dance contemporary and I play bass and make song-lyrics in a band (I won’t guarantee you I’m good though ;D)
I don’t use the smiley “xD” and I strictly use “<3” (there’s a culture that completely destroyed it for me. I think it’s odd I didn’t find a name for it in English… something close to chavettes…
I dream to become a psychologist (or a dancer but psychologist comes first)
I am afraid of peas, insects and IQ-tests
I have loved pink since I was a kid and I still love it

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Oh, this is not even an old one x)) Rules: [link]

Dear

Don't really know how to tell you this, but the mafia wants you. I think I realized it when I saw the shrunken head in your camping car and I saw you pull the toupee off my best friend. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that your Honda sucks. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep the results of your blood-sample as a memory. You should also know that I Will tell the authorities about a passionate interest for mice.

Good luck on your short-term leave from jail,
OurKid.

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I don't think I was even tagged with this, I just stole it because it seemed fun The idea was however, to shuffle your playlist, and write the name of the song that comes up on each question, in order of course.

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Keep the dream alive (I guess that's a no ;D)

2.How would you describe yourself?
Acquiesce

3.What do you like in a girl/boy?
Makes me wonder

4.How do you feel today?
Part of the queue

5.What is your life's purpose?
Push the button (my life is full of wonders!)

6.What is your motto?
If I fell in love with you

7.What do your friends think of you?
How far we’ve come

8.What do you think of your parents?
Don’t look back in anger

9.What do you think about very often?
Whatever

10.What is 2 + 2?
Prostitute (can't beat that logic ;DD)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Scatman

12.What do you think of the person you like?
You and me

13.What is your life story?
I wan’na be like you

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Nite runner

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
I’ll be waiting

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Champagne supernova

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Sunday morning call

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Get up (I sleep, I do my hobby and go push the button again...)

19.What is your biggest fear?
Meaning of a soul

20.What is your biggest secret?
City hall

21.What do you think of your friends?
Welcome to the black parade (we have cookies :3)

22.What will you post this as?
Hero’s comeback (well it is a comeback ;D)

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And lastly, because my little brother who can't read found this, and I found it sweet:

♥To every guy that said, "Sex CAN wait"

♥To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"

♥To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her

♥To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.

♥To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls

♥To every guy that said he would die for her.

♥To every guy that really would.

♥To every guy that did what she wanted to die for

♥To every guy that cried in front of her...

♥To every guy that she cried in front of...

♥To every guy that holds hands with her.

♥To every guy that kisses her with meaning..

♥To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.

♥To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.

♥To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.

♥To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.

♥To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to
see her for ten minutes

♥To every guy that would give his seat up...

♥To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

♥To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.

♥To every guy who told his secrets to her.

♥To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath.

♥To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.

♥To every guy that believed in her dreams.

♥To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them

♥To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.

♥To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door

♥To every guy that gave his heart.

♥To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.


if only more guys like this were out there.
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Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...
And because of this, there are not many left out there...

I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their image

If you are a nice guy repost this with: "nice guys STILL finish last "

If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way
repost this with: "To Every Guy"

I really didn't think I would be in this position anymore, writing about a shooting massacre that had happened just yesterday in my country. Maybe I should have though, I don't know. Of course after the first incident, others would get fired up. But in a country of five million, you wouldn't so easily think that there were too many people who would be ready to go and shoot people like they were only cans, just because someone already did and "that was so cool".

It appears though that this shooter has been planning it since the year 2002. I don't know how they came into that conclusion. There hasn't been published any of his writings, though it has been told there were a few. Last time the shooters manifesto run through the internet rather quickly, most likely because the shooter had put it up on a Finnish photo gallery and how could you remove it from the internet and people's computers after that? After all, people saved that stuff... I'm one of them, I still have it, I don't know why.

They also say the shooter had someone to help him picture the video he made, the sort of kind his predecessor did where he is shooting random stuff, but who knows whether that person knew he was actually planning a massacre. The other option I choose to leave unmentioned. However, there's a note to that. The shooting and the details to it were a lot replicated from the Jokela incident. It is even suggested that these two shooters knew each other, as their guns had been bought from the same store in Jokela.

Although, he might have just admired his predecessor and just wanted to do the same as him. There are clues supporting this: All his photos remind me of the photos before, from the one's where he is just standing and looking at the camera to the one's where he points his gun at the camera, he had apparently quoted the Jokela's shooters lines some drunken weekend and really, he too left his final message in that specific photo gallery and a video too much alike to the other's.

Last fall, I remember there was someone on YouTube saying "I knew it". Now, apparently the policeman who gave him his lisence to carry a gun had seen rather alarming videos where he had been shooting with it. He even dressed like the previous shooter in it. At least his not proud to say "I knew it". How the motto went? "Humanity is overrated". They both had this anger towards the whole human kind. But they just needed to be outcast to feel like that.

But, however, we all know where all these trades originally come from. Yes, the dreaded Virginia Tech massacre, which rather conveniently happened just last year in America. 33 died there. Guess who also had a Walther P22 handgun, who dressed alike, who sent out photos, videos and lastly, a manifesto? Only that he was mentally ill, officially and severely, and his hate was focused on the wealthy people. He wanted to be a saviour for the deprived and oppressed. These two wished to kill most of the human kind.

What do I say? I'm not sad, I still don't know how to be. I think if I were to choose a feeling it'd be angry. You shoot people to get on bloody Wikipedia. This person was already four years older, 22. Shouldn't he know better by now? Despite this, I wouldn't execute him. I've always felt this empathy towards those who feel discriminated. That's a thing that can really screw your mind up, bad, to feel so hated. This never would have happened if you treated others like they're worth of.

11 people died yesterday. I prayed for them this morning. What else could I possibly do for them?

I have to say two things that'll probably make you think I'm the most horrible person in the whole world, but I have to tell them to somewhere. I was going to write more about the actual incident in this journal but I found myself incapable of doing that, because I couldn't make a journal that would have respected the people who died enough. I have a test tomorrow and I should read, but I can’t before I’ve got this out.

If you want to know what happened, google: Jokela and something like shooting or massacre. The manifest is also a very revealing thing to read, but you probably can't find it in english so...

1. My theory on the shooter, I don't know if it's completely wrong. He wanted the human kind to live with the laws of nature, like animals. Weak animals get killed, strong don't, and he wanted humans to live like that. Because it was natural. It’s too bad natural isn't going to make anyone happy in the end. Yes, they'd be free indeed, like he said. Here he was right. But people would be scared for their life every single second and eventually lost their minds. A human kind thinks too much to live like that. An animal doesn't feel fear like we do. An animal doesn't understand the meaning of losing one’s life. In his point of view, most of the people are in the same intelligence level as animals. Unfortunately for his ideas, it’s not exactly like that. This is what normal people should do.

Then there are the intelligent people who’re above this animal intelligence. Because normal people have enough intelligence to realize pretty much nothing, he thinks it is okay to kill them. Just like cows are killed for their meat. But because it’s no use for him to really kill them, it’s not like he’s going to eat them or anything, he thinks they're better use if they work as slaves, though it still doesn’t matter even if they did get killed. The interaction.

“The intelligent people” in his ideas should rule the world, because they’re the only ones who apparently get anything. And then be free, because they can do whatever they like and, what he liked to highlight, kill anyone they wanted to. Because that’s the freedom of nature. The same happens with animals. Humans do to animals, what he wanted “intelligent people” to do to “retarded people”. Only problem is, humans aren’t that stupid. Sorry, all animal lovers.

In the end I think he just had too much spare time… I didn’t want the victims to get killed, but that doesn’t mean that I wanted the boy to get killed either. He was just 18 years old and he wasn’t all right in the head. And I don’t know if it was too late to send him to a psychiatrist. Then again, he knew exactly what he was doing. EXACTLY. What he did was unforgiveable… But it’s another human life going to waste. What about that? What about his family? What if he still could have had a change to have a normal life? He just had a twisted view of life, I don’t know why, I don’t know him. Too much free time, he was intelligent, but not as intelligent as he thought he was. And other people weren’t as low as he thought they were. If someone could have shown him he was wrong… He’d so hate me for saying this all. But he killed nine people. I think I have the right to tell that he was twisted and wrong.

2. The second thing I got to say is about me. I almost cried today. And now hit me: Not because of the people who died, but because I wasn’t shocked and terrified because of it. Everybody else around me was and I could tell that I was a really horrible person because of it. I know they feel horrible for losing their loved ones, but I couldn’t bring myself to feel that horrible. Last evening I tried to. I started thinking what if my sister went to school in the morning but never returned back. I wouldn’t be able to sleep in my room anymore, I’d hate to have her empty bed somewhere near me. It sounds so cliché, but I can’t help it.

To save you from further pain, I also started to think about the moments I’ve been scared or worried about someone other. The time my baby brother fell into the water, I was honestly scared for those few seconds, when my friend didn’t answer my text messages or didn’t tell me why she didn’t come to school that day, yeah, I was a bit worried for nothing, when I heard our former baby sitter had died, and when I sat the whole time next to my both guinea pigs when they were dying, it was horrible to watch but I couldn’t leave them alone. And those things are nothing compared to what they felt. To actually lose a loved one… I couldn’t sleep last night, because I couldn’t live with myself for what I didn’t feel, and today has been horrible. I think there’s something wrong with me. I want to feel their pain, I really want to. I’ve almost cried for many times today because I have to be the monster who doesn’t feel.

I’m so sorry, but I can’t write you an eulogy with hypocrisy. You deserve so much more. I’m so sorry I can’t give you what you’re worthy of. But please, give them a moment of silence, that’s all I can give and give them your attendance, because mine doesn’t have as much value. At least I tried all I could.